feel like giving up - pt 2

[luvless]

ST - maybe I'm just bad at communicating what is going on here at home. I see no hope especially lately. Things are stagnant and there is not a hint of him wanting to make it better. I know it's probably left up to me but he is too far gone.

What do you do when someone says they don't love you anymore? I mean come on. I have just been praying because that's all I believe can work. A little DB'ing but that really doesn't work well with him anyway. He sees any of that as me being distant and not caring.

Last night really made me think if I wanted to be married to this person who could think or act like this - even for a couple months time. I need to put him out of his misery because he won't do it for himself.

I'm living with a stranger and I want him out of my house.