I know it now, but didn't then, the first couple nites my wife had asked me to leave so she wouldn't say anything I'd live to regret, I flipping paniced and really did die. The old me anyway.
I'd get drunk and text apologizing for flipping everything, now I know all I did was add to the justification. Also a couple months ago, I had gone out and ran into a desk mate of hers that described how non chalant and giddy was the day she filed. Well I had a couple beers and texted wife heard all about how happy she was to file, even called out her friend that told me. That was like at 1 am, needless to say, I felt better for about a second, then I was like what an idiot I am, more justifacation and all i got back fromt eh text was I was a liar.
So Bart no drunk texting, I did it twice it doesn't work, it's almost better and I did this, if you go out give your phone to a friend.
