had to nix the tanning, wind picked up...I finished the yard and ran my errand. No word from W reg her last trip...prob out to eat w/ friends and supporters.
I find it ironic that the WS has all the support here...OM, MIL, hangers-on, etc...they sure do recruit all the support they need.
I love my WAW very much, I'm glad that she has people to lean on right now...sadly, she is avoiding the core issues I am attempting to face head-on.
I know that I need support as well, and I find it here...people who know what tey're talking about, people who know what M means and what it takes.
I'm still feeling good...the house is pretty empty and that's OK...it can all be replaced.
I am going to GAL over the next 9 weeks by taking a course for voluteer rescue personel...for hurricanes and such...they meet every Wed and certify you in rescue techniques, protocol, and CPR. A few of my friends brought it to my attention...I like helping others and am very much into that sort of thing.
I spoke w/ my parents...they are happy W is gone, and still respect my wishes for Piecing, so long as I don't self-destruct or keep myself sick.
I'm wondering, I know every sitch is diff...and I'm sure the following can occur...I'm curious if closure doesn't come...if WAS is so hell bent in what they're doing that it is never offerred? I know that I can start healing further as soon as I drop the rope...I feel like I kinda have, yet I am waiting for W to reappear to get the last of her shirt, so probably not that much.
