I have been having some trouble registering my car in NY because it is in his name. Texas does not issue a title until the car is paid off, and because it still has a car payment on it, there is paperwork needed from the company that holds the lien. This could potentially take months, and the registration is already expired. So I sent him the registration and a check by express mail so he can get the registration from Texas, and until I get all the paperwork I need from the bank at least I won't be driving an illegal car.
He called because he said he waited two hours at the post office to get the letter. Now, this does not make sense to me because it was not certified, did not need a signature, but on the other hand I am not sure if a signature is needed for something sent express mail.
SG was laughing, joking, and telling me he know I did it on purpose just to give him a hard time. I, of course, shot back that he knew me so well, I did send it like that on purpose just so that he would have to wait in line at the post office to pick it up.
Then he asked me how I was. Told him I was great, doing really well. Then he asked me how the Tween was doing, my dad, yada yada. Told me he has an appointment this week to take the polygraph for the El Paso police department. Asked me how I like my job.
For just a moment, I saw the man I married, someone who was not concerned about himself, but who wanted to know how I was doing.
Regardless, I am not falling back into the trap. I have come too far to put my life on hold again.
At least, I am going to try to keep telling myself that.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..