Well, back from the weekend trip. Was fun. This morning, probably b/c of having to return home to "the problem" that is my M, I was pretty down. The intensity of the emotions and feelings of loss, anger, resentment, abandonement was surprising.
I have picked myself up, but still feel a bit shaky. Have to keep telling myself to quit wondering "Why" and How".
Just a tough morning that seems to have traces lingering this afternoon.
I am going to take S to baseball practice, then hit the gym during his practice.
