Keep your head up. Be very gentle on yourself. Go get that dog you wanted. Run on the treadmill - this is YOUR time. You can only control how you deal with this - you cannot control your S - let go and let God sweetie. It's better off in his hands.
So take a day to think about what YOU want to do for YOU, write them down and then start working on them. You will find that you begin to feel a lot better as you are taking back control of your life and emotions. You do not want to be on his MLC emotional train.
Know that God has an awesome plan for our lives, and sometimes He starts changing things so fast that we feel dizzy and disoriented, like a lump of clay on a potter's wheel. But we have to trust that He is working out what is best for us. We need to just go with the flow and let Him make us into something beautiful.
Know that I am here for you...and I believe...actually I KNOW that you can do this!
Eric
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
