I'm sorry if you've posted about this already, but have you talked to your doctor about your depression? If taking medication could help you with the depression, I think it would be wise to seriously consider that. I have been through serious depressions before and I know how hard it can be to get out of it, even if one is going to IC every week. I have regrets about not taking antidepressants when I was going through that. In retrospect I see that I made it into a huge deal in my mind when I could have looked at it as a boost on the way to gaining emotional wellness.
And have you been clear with your IC about what you are going through?
Your doctor and IC are part of your support network and it's time to let them help you during a crisis in your life.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
