Your son certainly had a fine day of shopping. He gave you some really wonderful gifts and they all come from the heart. He put a lot of thought in them, especially the little mouse.
You did the right thing in texting the "x" and thanking him. It is definitely an improvement from years ago.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
