Thanks for checking in Lotus- I definately will not say those things b/c I don't believe them myself. I do love W very much and even when didn't have the "in love" feelings, I still loved her very much. That's what makes it so difficult to understand why someone can end something b/c they dont have the "in love" feelings.
I know that smart cookies post pretty much summs up the gradual effects of resentments and dissappointments...so I suppose I can understand the heartache involved then the numbing and anger.
I want to be open to Reconsiliation- it just seems foolish to even make mention of that.
