thanks for checking in on me...I am very unpredictable in these sitches...I have a hard time not coming off as cold...I just want it to be over w/ already...I know that WAW placed me in charge of her happiness and thats why shes leaving..and I know that now I'm putting her in charge of my happiness...this "power struggle" is absurd.
The happy median, I feel, is working together at being happy as indivicuals while staying M. I know that it's a possibilty if she would let it.
UGH- I need to heed my own advice and look at my sitch as though it were someone elses.
i'll try to keep that in mind tomorrow...that's probably the best way to go about it...stay removed enough to be able to think clearly and do what we know we should do.
Again thanks for the words of encouragement, I'm gonna try to sleep for 3 hrs.
