I'm sorry you're having such a rough night. I hear you on not looking forward to tomorrow. I think having your friend there will help you resist saying something you will later regret to WAW and MIL. Don't let your very real grief lead you into the trap of thinking that WAW and MIL determine your future happiness. They don't. PMA will probably make you feel better about yourself tomorrow night. Hey, you can always get on the phone or send a letter if you feel hellbent to vent in the near future. You don't need to do it in front of MIL and your friend tomorrow. And of course your WAW deserves it. But you'll feel more dignified later if you don't, because once you open those floodgates, it can go any which way. LOL. Try to get some rest.