No but I can't escape the feeling I"ve had for the past year - he left ME. BEcause of ME. Because of things I've done. And he hasn't returned because he fears those things will happen again.
It seems rude to celebrate hurting my H to the point of having to leave.
But I also know this is my usual POV and I need to hold H more responsible in my mind. The whole it takes two business. But I can't help but feel regret and remorse and shame.
But I"ve seen best results w H changing his behavior when I hold him accountable, so I have to psych myself up for that again. It's just hard to do this week...
