shes here at 10am w/ the truck, I have no way of getting things somewhere else...my friend has agreed to come over for the move...I really dont want to be here at all for it...on the other hand I am tempted to PMA and assist w/ the move.
I dont want to be here alone b/c I'm tempted to give MIL a piece of my mind...basically tell her that in a year or so, she will deal w/ W's regret and wish she had been a better influence by challenging W to try something different-am I projecting or what?!
None of this shirt should even concern me, what the heck is my problem?
NC was so much better- I felt better, etc...I have anxiety just knowing I have to see W again tomorrow.
I want to do everything wrong- pursue, pressure, teach, yell, and I am not one to yell.
I understand that letting go is the name of the game-
Allen- I'm not following your prescription for 6-9mnths...are you saying go NC for that long?
