flowmom | need to commit to myself

[flowmom]

Thanks CG

I talked to my sister and she doesn't want me to go out tonight because she knows that I'm run down with this cold and she's worried that I'll just feel rotten and sad. She has a point. So I think I'll stick to a DVD tonight. But I will take your advice and do a babystep of going out on my own next time the kids are away and I don't have a "date".

I adore cooking too! Sometimes I even do a good job at it But actually my 180 is NOT cooking lately. Dinner last night was organic chicken wings and steamed broccoli. I'm still having trouble eating...the LBS diet is still working its ironic weight loss magic ). And I've spent an insane amount of time the last few years cooking for H's crazy diet (that isn't the most appetizing) and my ultra picky kids...so I'm giving myself a break right now. When I'm ready I'll try to remember what I actually like to eat and start cooking it. But not yet.