Fast track to her divorcing me

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Yes it sounds that way but she will tell you she knows exactly what she wants. She just doesnt feel the need to justify or explain any of it to anyone. And I now understand that may now actually be the case.

Im not really as angry or bitter as I sound here in the forums.
My Empathy vs Anger towards her is something on the scale of 99 to 1.

My anger is actually more like an annoyance now. And half that anger is at myself for not seeing things earlier and not being a better husband.

I think of her as an ill person now. It's not my loving wife that abandoned me, it was the alien.

Anyway I have found things to take my mind off this. Im single now and every single decision I make from now on is all mine. This is in sharp contrast to how my life has been for the past 23 years. It's hard to fathom sometimes. Im just now starting to wrap my head around this new found freedom and it does feel good at times.

The nice part is that Im older now and mature enough to not throw it into the winds of enfatuation.