She's in self preservation mode, Quart. She has to sweep all her feelings under the rug - and you're right, GALing with OM is definitely an easy way to do that. But her ivory tower will come crashing down the minute OM does something she disapproves of or out of her control. Then the fights start, etc.
I'm flipping out today too. Must be the weather - pretty rainy here. I know that I have SAD (Seasonal affective disorder) and I'm lactose intollerant, so I'm not getting my vitamin D that way either. Sunny days are always better for me.
So today I'm staying in bed, literally. Got the laptop out and I'm journaling some, reading some, advising some here and there. Trying not to make an ass of myself. Have to work tonight, though - really don't want to interact with coworkers at all. Especially one bitter one in particular.
Keep journaling, it's better than letting it get bottled up and taking it out on someone undeserving later. Good luck! (And thanks for stopping by my thread)
Me: 26 Ex: 27 Son: 5
Divorced: 3/2010 Each day is another opportunity to do it right.