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[awest1217]

The funny thing is that all the stuff he is doing now. He could have done when he was in college, but never wanted to. I would ask him to go on road trips or his friends from college would ask him to do stuff, and he would always say no. I agree it was a little young to get married, but we had been together for 6 years, and I was ready, although I am sure he wasn't, and I honestly just wanted to move on with my life. I had my career, an apartment, and just needed the next step. He never wanted the next step and once again when i would break up with him because I wanted more, he would just come back crying, exactly like now.

I was going to text H to see how he was doing, but right when I was going to send it, my car stalled. I guess I shouldn't have sent it, so I didn't, but I did send a text later that said I had gotten S some new shoes because we have been looking for some for a while. I am definitely going to stick to only talking about S with H, and he hasn't text me since last night after the third i love you text. I am sure he is frustrated that I didn't respond, but oh well.

Found a cute easter dress and now just a blue suit for S and we will look so cute together. I am goign to try to get pics of just the two of us together to replace the family photos we have. I also have to work on getting some pics of H and I off the walls, but I want to fill the frames with new pics so i have to get working.