Reading this thread also scares me. I can't imagine it being this tough for another two years. STBEW and I have no kids so I am hoping that two years from now I will have been able to forgive and forget her.
Your kids are lucky to have such a good dad Whitney. It sounds like communicating with your EW is real torture for you. I read where you said you have no interest in dating but if you did begin to see someone it might help relieve you from thinking about your EW, plus it might make her a little jealous?!
Its either a blessing or a curse but my STBEW doesn't communicate with me and I try not to communicate with her unless I have to. I hope this will ease the process of the D and my moving forward.
Me-32 W-29 No kids ILYBNILWY 11.20.09 Separated 01.10.10 Discovered EA 01.13.10 W admitted to PA 02.21.10 I filed for D 03.09.10