You see, my Ex is currently texting me about a haircut for my son. Refuses to call. I told him last night I didn't want to talk to him, so he's texting the crap out of me.
So I'm refusing to answer. Whatever he needs to say or ask can wait until he's willing to ask me personally - he has my number.
Besides I don't know if I can control my feelings over his crap today. Had a dream last night he took my son to a party where he was doing a wide variety of drugs in front of my son. All of my dreams tend to have some basis in reality, so I'm waiting to see exactly what this is representing (when I dreamed Ex was telling me he was leaving me for another woman he was starting to see OW, when I dreamed my friend R's girlfriend came to live with me for a few days because they had broken up - well, three months later that girlfriend just sent me a text last night asking me to tell all the girls at school to get rid of his number). I'm really anxious, so please save your opinions about dreamology... everyone has something they believe in that's a little wacky.
My PMA is down today, I'm just going to hang out at home, then try to stay out of the way at work.
Me: 26 Ex: 27 Son: 5
Divorced: 3/2010 Each day is another opportunity to do it right.
