Honestly, I think I have put myself on a pedestal (selfishly) for staying until the kid graduate and now I am mad at him that I am staying. There is a house that I want to buy SO badly. It is a bank repo that is for sale for $70,000 less than it is appraised for. A steal. And I am mad that I cannot buy it because we are stuck here.
Mad at myself that I did not boot him out last May and now cannot get that house I want. Which makes me get mad at him all over again for looking for another affair when I thought he was trying to work on us.

And, I do take care of myself but need more right now. I just wish someone wanted me.

M:38
H:42
T:20 M:19
D:18 S:17
MLC: Sometime in 2007
OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07
OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009
Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009
D final: 07/09/11