Wow! Just catching up here this a.m. a lot happened yesterday for you. Go back to that detaching link I sent you upthread I think I did any way. You are not abandoning him. This is a disease yes but like I said and I got this from MarriedCrazy cancer doesn't make people do bad things. You cannot be the brunt of his bad behavior. When you detach YOU become healthy. When you are healthly you can make the right decision for YOU. I am practicing this now and it really is helping. It is we with the pure hearts that have the most trouble with this and it is we who find ourselves here because our hearts seek the truth.
Lola you will find it. Keep the faith.
Grit
My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am
