Unfortunately it's been very difficult to concentrate on my task at hand. I wish I wasn't taking it like this, but I'm absolutely consumed with what's going on.
It was my idea to discuss the financial plan, because it's been ignored. there's some things we need to make happen in order for us to be able to do this. I know she's talking about ending this, but I still need to inform her of some of the ideas I have to free up some funds. Unfortunately it involves me dipping into my retirement, selling our boat, and trading in my truck for a cheaper one. Everything is in our name, so it needs to be hashed out.
The way she makes it sound, we won't have the opportunity to discuss anything when I get home. For some reason she's afraid to see me. You saw where she wants to drop me off and go. She doesn't want me to talk her out of anything. I'm way beyond that at this point. i don't contact her unless she contacts me, and I've removed my wedding ring.
Married 18 Me 39 W 37 D 15 D 5 Divorce Filed 8 April 2010 Beginning of Reconcile 8 Sept