Gnosis - your right I do need to forgive her and I'm trying too. I'm also gonna do my best to try and forget her. I know it will be impossible but I look at it like the woman I married no longer exists.
I want this experience to teach me how to have a better future marriage/relationship. I am trying to learn from it.
Yes there were many things I messed up on and this situation has shown me the error of my ways. I don't ever want to repeat these mistakes in another marriage or subject my next wife to them. I am doing my best to evolve.
Me-32 W-29 No kids ILYBNILWY 11.20.09 Separated 01.10.10 Discovered EA 01.13.10 W admitted to PA 02.21.10 I filed for D 03.09.10