I broke down and told my mother what I want to do. I got no comment from her....just a stare and a bit of an 'humph' sound. I can tell what she's thinking.....'yeah right. another pipe dream crazy idea that won't pan out because she'll give up on it.'
Dang! I'm not going to let her silent disapproval get to me. I'll figure out a way to do this. If it takes me 2 years, then it takes me 2 years. I just hope I can find a way to do it without taking that long. I need a change badly. Of course, I don't know if I can do the work. Most of the time I think my brain shut down about 15 years ago and it's never been able to restart. I don't learn things like I used to. I used to be a straight A honor student (even in the couple of semesters of college I attended) and soaked up information like a sponge. Now I can't concentrate for more than 15 minutes without wandering off somewhere in my head. Maybe it will just take some retraining and practice. I hope I haven't gone dumb from disuse!!!
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
I don't learn things like I used to. I used to be a straight A honor student (even in the couple of semesters of college I attended) and soaked up information like a sponge. Now I can't concentrate for more than 15 minutes without wandering off somewhere in my head. Maybe it will just take some retraining and practice. I hope I haven't gone dumb from disuse!!!
