I get that you were looking for jobs online, but what were you doing the rest of the day? I mean did you do housework or, I don't know, I'm not a stay-at-home parent, so I wouldn't know. But I'm assuming that if you upkept the home that you pretty much didn't have anything else to do but hang around.

And let's face it, you said you did all this when you worked too...that was 2 years ago. I do all that stuff too with no problems and I run 2 businesses. It just sounds like after whatever housework/job looking you did, you just hung around.

Man to man, that sounds like someone who is just unambitious.

It almost sounds like you don't want to get a D because you had it going pretty easy and then when this came along, you were hit with uncertainty and of course that's all wrong!

I think you've got too much idle time at home and since this started, you've used your time to create these revenge fantasies. Too much time on your hands. Do something productive.


M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER