I know Jack, when life doesn't give us a choice our survival instinct has to take over and you do things you never thought you could. Didn't think that this is where I'll be at 52 - maybe starting over from scratch. It sucks...

Also if I work 24/7 what kind of a parent can I be? I know that my daughter is 16, so she is more independent of me than if I had a small child. But If I work 24/7 she is pretty much on her own...and that worries me

M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO