Doc, that was great, thanks for that smile

NC.. thanks for checking on me, I've really been out of sorts lateley with him. I just dont' know.

yoyo... I know your busy as is everybody.. no worries.. Snow has been horrible... but we are due for rain this wkend so bye bye snow!

Came back from the docs with S7, he's got strep throat and scarlatina.. great.. my poor guy uggg!!

I had my cortizone shot on wed. for my arm (brusitis) still hurts, hopefully its just because of the shot and not because its not helping...

H has been working a lot, burning the candles at both ends. Im not really complaining, he's got work, but again, it takes its toll when Im the only one here dealing with everything else.

I beginning to realize that no matter what I do I will not be able to change this man, and that the only thing I can change is my attitude towards him when he is a sh*t.

My bf just called me this morning to tell me her H asked her for a divorce... I didn't even know what to say. They have had problems and I think i told you guys about her issues. They haven't had sex in months and she isn't attracted to him apparently anymore. She found another phone in his car and he has been calling his ex gf, and she also found viagra. on top of which, she has been talking to some guy that has been an issue for them in the past (but apparently only to trace the phone numbers on his phone) Don't know if that is completely true, but I am so sad for them. They have two kids and one is autisitic and has behavioral issues big time. This is going to really throw him for a loop..

Its just sad all the way around... then I think about my situation and I just don't know, I do know things could be a lot worse, but they could be a lot better.


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.