S did this and that today blah blah...so by the way, the other day when I was crying so hard it wasn't just because my feelings were hurt about my birthday. It's that I have been so sad thinking of what is happening with our family.
Last week when we learned there was a possiblity that you could have cancer, naturally it made me think of what would happen if you died and were not a part of S' life...that he would not get to have you in his life and that you would miss out on all the stages and changes and not see him grow up.
But then when you brought up what will happen with visitation when I go back to work it just really made me sad to think of how both of us will be away from S and miss out on half of his life... So that's why I was so sad....I just wanted to be honest and tell you. Ok? All right see you tomorrow" and run! (just kidding!)
me,34 exH,34 S,16 months S:3/31/09-left for OW started DBing 10/09 d final: sometime 10/10 current: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=2022856&page=1 met in 2004
