ant,

I feel for you, friend. You've got a tough, tough sitch.

And while I know you've got to live it every day, don't slip from the living in it reality to the wallowing in it mire.

Have FUN! in San Antonio.

And like Coach just said, go out and ride today. smile

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac