I still care a lot about my W but finding this forum and reading DR have really let me let go of W and detach. There is nothing I can do for her. She has to do everything on her own and not seeing her certainly helps. I wish she would do IC and I worry about her possibly having a nervous breakdown or a breakdown of any sort but if it happens I can not control it. It is what she chose. I really feel the "whatever" attitude taking over. I have a great PMA and am enjoying GAL for me. Sure I miss her and wish this had never happened but it has and I just have to move forward for me. I saw hr the other night and she didn't look as attractive as before. I'll see her tonight and maybe that will change but I don't know and really it doesn't matter.
My new name is Zen Thin Ken!
Me48 WAW46 M24 yrs S24 D21 D19 EA disc 6/09 2nd EA Fall 09 I move out 11/12/09 W and I switch 1/14/10 D Filed 3/17/10 W moves in with OM 6/8/10 D Final 6/21/10
