The adventure chronicles

[AFWAW]

Hoop,
Good to hear from you! Hope your deployment is going well and you are staying safe.

Sooooo, this is getting even more interesting. I have the opportunity to go to Germany now. I had informed the wife about this earlier this week. She said that she wanted to stay here and had concerns about going overseas. Yesterday, I found out in a round about way that she actually called our assignment folks and changed her code so she cannot be stationed with me if I get orders.

I did not ask her about it last night but she did start a relationship conversation with me. She told me that she thinks she is going to be offered a national guard job and wants to stay here. I told her if she chose not to go with me then I would take that as her not wanting to be with me. She said she knew. I then asked her when she was moving out. She said she didn't know. I told her that I needed a decision within the next few days. I told her that either she's totally committed to us or she had to go. She said she knew.

She told me that she felt that I did not give her enough affection and that she could not satisfy me sexually. I almost laughed out loud at this comment but instead asked, how is it that you've had sex with 6 other men but yet you think for some reason that you're not adequate enough to satisfy me? That makes no sense. She said, it wasn't 6. I said, that's what you told me a few weeks ago. I told her that she was still not being honest and I wanted to know how many it really was. She thought about it for a minute and said it was 4. Yes, I know this is probably yet another lie. So I asked, why she told me 4, then 6, then 4? She said she didn't know.

Sooo, unless something happens to change my mind I think me and my daughter will be going someplace new(possibly Germany) towards the end of this year.

The difference between now and when this first started happening is way different also. I'm not crying, I'm not emotional and I guess it's fair to say that I'm somewhat detached. I think most in my sitch would be.