Lost - I felt much more in control but to be honest I really wanted to say "u digust me" but then I realized that she is sick. At this point I just need to consider what is in the best interest of the kids and ME. I would like to stay in the house but I am not sure yet if that is an opition. I am also concerned about my oldest who back to being somewhat distant from me. Ironically this happened after him and W took a walk a few days ago. W and oldest are very close. Not sure if oldest will want to spend 1/2 the time with me. I keep trying to connect with him, which is all that I can do.
Personally, I wonder if W and I really have a future. At the rate that she is doing damage I'm not sure. I am going to continue to focus on the kids, detaching, healing and GAL. Interesting that OM is married so I wonder how long this will last. I also think that this has to be one stupid move...I mean your job with a supervisor who is married. The old W would not have done this...she was better than this - then again that was the old W. I do not kid myself about my role in the breakdown of the M but I will no longer take responsibilty for the actions that she is doing now. When I think about the kids, specifically my D who is 8 I feel for the impact this will have on them. I'll continue to stand but will also do everything in my power to protect me and the kids.
"The difficulties of Life are intended to make us BETTER,not bitter". "Fear is a prison, where you are the jailer. FREE YOURSELF!" "Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B." - Jack3Beans
