I don't know of anything that sucks more. It is a serious blow to ones ego and self esteem.
I can't help think that this is a temporary state of mind. The love that you see represented by the texts and the phone conversations is the chemical form also know as infatuation. The question is how long can I manage my own anxiety about being "replaced" by someone else. Additionally, if things do turn around how can I ever trust her again. Guess this is way to much analysis and I'm better served by taking one step at a time and focusing on making myself the man I want to be.
_________________________ Me-41 W-39 M-15 yrs T-17 yrs D-12 S-9 S-8 B 5/08 S 1/09
