She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

[tbart01]

I have pretty much done the same thing to no response. We have talked since then obviously, but we're still where we're at. I hope things work out for you, been keeping watch on you. Unfortunately, I have 5 more long weeks to agonize over all this before I get to go home. it's been tough, and i only anticipate it getting tougher. You see my emotions are starting to change. if it wasn't for my two beautiful girls i don't know what would hold me together.

i made the mistake of sending a few emails last week that sounded a little like begging. i didn't mean to have them sound that way, but as i look back on them they sort of were. I guess that's why I'm going to NC, it will be easier for me as well. The last few times we talked i stayed business like. I haven't said or typed i love you to her in quite along time. She knows i love her still, so theres no need to tell her.

If i do write her anything, you're correct about waiting. I don't really understand or get it yet, but it is the way she feels. I can't control how she feels, so all I can do is make it easier instead of harder.

She knows