I feel I am the best woman for my H too and I am not bitter or angry either.

H told me he is happier when out with his new friends and that he just doesnt have it in him to work on us anymore. He knows I love him but he is giving up anyway..

I know all too well how you feel and it sucks!

BUT...I will say this. I know HE IS INSANE right now. I KNOW deep down inside he loves me too, he just says he doesn't because he can't FEEL it right now...

So, okay off you go then...on your Journey and while your away I will pray for you and I will never stop loving you and I will GROW and change and better myself!
AND WHEN you come home someday, I will be here ready for you!
Until then, and who knows how long it will be.... I will be compassionate and love you in spite of yourself.

Take Care, I will be thinking of you and can relate all too well.
I know how deeply it hurts. Don't give up on her!