I knew it would be a rollercoaster. W & I had been talking about attraction related issues. Turns out that she doesn't think an emotional attraction, along with an intense desire to be "with" her is enough. She wants me to be physically attracted to her. I'm not. Never (ever) have been.
So. Tonight I called (at work late). She said that she wants a separation. I'm more sure I'm feeling love, cause I feel like sh.. But, she despite how deep and full the R has suddenly become, I've hit this wall. Maybe I said something? I don't know.
Not giving in - I said nothing, but just hung up. I'm not willing to discuss this idea. I'm preparing for the POST session on Saturday. I haven't come this far to throw in the towel~
