She Say's She Want's Out Of The Marriage

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Unfortunately Awoken my D14 already knows what's going on. My W made the mistake of telling her just over a month ago, even though we agreed we wouldn't until I got home. Ever since then my D has been over supportive of me and not of her mother. Yes the conversation was as smooth as I described.

After talking to someone close to the situation I've decided to let W go so t speak. I emailed her and told we needed to discuss our financial plan and to set up a time convenient for her. We have set up a phone conversation to discuss what we plan to do with our finances next Wed. The person close to the situation said the reality is she doesn't want to be with me and we're separated right now. No sense trying to kid myself. Why try to stay with someone that doesn't want me. I deserve to be loved and wanted.

I still have hope for the future, but the situation is what it is right now. She had said she wanted me to continue to call her on Thursday's, but I'm going to discontinue that. This will be very difficult, but I have to let her go if she's to ever come back. Once I get home I will GAL (hard to do from here).

Meghunny I would live to do DB coaching, but I just can't afford it having to now support two households. I know it would be helpful and I could use it, but I just can't.

I'm in a Afghanistan unable to sleep and unable to keep my mind off of the situation at home. This isn't anything I ever wanted to go through or that ever want to go through again.