Aver.. I have a project for you... I don't know if I've told you to do this or not - another one of my very helpful counseling activities - I want you to post it on here......
The excercise is to play out the thing you fear - in writing. Take it to the extreme - really go after it - describe the absolute worse case scenario possible in your eyes. Write it out.. then re-read it...
The idea is if you play to the fantasy and then take a look at it - you will see it for what it really is! Try it! Its kinda fun after a while
I really would like to see what you write - I'm curious what is so awful in your head about that meeting. When I think about a chance to see OW I 1) seriously don't know if I could keep from cold clocking her 2) would just want to laugh and point and how LOW he's really gone.....
I'm glad you are talking to IC and I'm glad you are finally going to face your feelings. THAT alone will make a world of difference!
Hang in There - its a tough road to self discovery!!
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