I was just thinking, it's almost as if she has already left, you know? I understand her not being there for me as she says I haven't been there for her in a while, but what about our kids? Is it part of the fantasy with OM? I'm not saying she doesn't love the kids. It just seems when she's in a bad mood as she has been the last week or so, it's not just with me, it's with them too. It's hard for me to explain: it's like she has detached from me and, to a lesser extent, the kids. God, I don't want them to go through a D. Please help us fix this.
I know, I can't control her actions. I am working on me. GAL, 180's, letting go, I'm still in the phase of wanting to save the marriage as we all are or were at one time. Can't get my mind around this maybe not working out how I want it to.
Is it the Stockdale Paradox? I really need to memorize that and keep it in mind.
