i really don't know how many of you guys keep your emotions so in control when ur spouse is around. I have not been able to do it for a few weeks.

its a major compliment to you guys.

i was supposed to go to dr appoit for follow up and got so upset i could not go.

is it so wrong to want to know if we r headed somewhere and have a common goal?

Me 39 H 30
d 18 previous marriage
d 2.5 with H
s 4.5months with H
Seperation Nov09
july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline