Thanks glamgirl, I'm learning a lot from this forum and especially I'm learning about myself.
I know that everyone is different about how they "handle" what has happened to them. I've also learned that we can't speed thinks up, it's a process. I believe that each person has this build-in defense mechanism that allows them to deal with only as much as their body and mind can handle at the time.
The more I work on myself the better I can deal with what's happening with WH. I'm noticing that despite having to stay in business with him I'm starting to detach - I guess to protect MYSELF from more hurt.
Maybe this week is easier, because he is not around, so I'll see if my detachment will last when I have to deal with him again.
M53 H54 D17 M33Y T38Y Bomb OW 09/09 OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10 WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10 Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO
