I figured since day 1 has come and gone, I should probably start a new thread.
I have found that sense of peace that I was so desparately searching for before the D was final. It is strange how the mind works. I am amazed by how much I don't think about the SG anymore. I still do on the drive home, that is my down time and he tends to creep into my mind. Hurts a little, but every day is better.
I love my life right now. I love not having to answer to anyone, and not being in limbo anymore. I can handle being on my own and not having that proverbial significant other. I can do what I want, when I want, and I don't have to answer to anyone. Well...within reason
I like the thought of not really thinking about relationship dating for a year. Let's face it, I am no where ready for a relationship, and frankly, I am kinda enjoying just playing around...the Tween is at her dad's on the weekend and so I can pretty much do what I want.
It is amazing the difference of a week...and finality.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
