I'm not happy that you ask a question like that- it really requires me to think.

You are correct- I guess my wanting or intent to file is no different than W's- it's it make me feel better...

I want to look at the facts as well:

W seriously betrayed me w/ OM1- she told him everything about me-my warts and all- things only she and 3 people know about my past

W has created a new world for herself and character assassinated me to the people occupying that world.

W- in her fog has completly disresepected me and my family

W is a PROUD woman and will not likely recant her decisions, nor be willing to "eat crow" to her friends...

W is having an A- and although confessing to me that she is confused- she has not or will not admit that to anyone else.

AW is not the person I want to be w/...I'm sure she may change- but I fear that I will have changed too much to be willing to go back

If it's a matter of forgiveness- I know that w/ a whole hearted effort on her part to Piece- I will be able to forgive lovingly

W/o that effort on W's part, my forgiveness will cost us our friendship...

I believe that I am worth more and I also believe that W simply will not file b/c she doesn't want the added guilt...


That's all I can think of right now

DARK