Thanks, Tal.

I think my problem has been, that while I have been incredibly busy and GAL--it has all been a blind panicked run. So while everyone says I am "strong" I have been putting off dealing with all the feelings as much as possible. Except for when, of course, I do the towel sob and the neighbors come over.

So, I truly know that I have mostly avoided the work on me that I need to do...anxiety, panic, busy busy busy are all great ways to avoid "Feelings" yuck.

I will take your list to my C and make her make me stop running around and deal.

I have NOT made it thru a single book...no, that's not true. I read 5 LL, Love Must Be Tough, DR and DB, of course. One book about understanding affairs, which gave me the heartbreaking knowledge of "exit affair."

Well, thanks for your support. I will go post on my thread now.

Looking forward to hearing about your movie date and other exciting things!