It's hard for you to accept the changes now coming your way, even though you are normally the champion of change. It's just that whatever's going on now isn't all that easy to understand. Situations are changing and circumstances will impact you in ways that can affect many areas of your life. Be proactive. State what you want. Say it out loud. Write it down. And keep your mind focused on these intended goals.
Sounds like the DB/DR thread is destiny!
Sage
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.