Down The Divorce Road

[markhaving probs]

Thanks J,

I think I am doing things wrong because sub-conciously I blame myself for what has happened.

There is not a hour that goes by that I re-collect an incident or situation where I think I should have done something different, and maybe things may have not come to this. I feel I have learnt alot about myself to be a better man and father, but I also realise I got lazy emotionally towards my wife, and always assumed she would be there.

In the last two days or so I have just started to realise signs -physically and in words said by her, signals that I did not see then. It has taken me 15 months to see these signs and I kick myself for not seeing them.

She certainly was not happy for at least 2 years, but she never said anything to suggest this was the case.

You're right J, I do feel mentally exhausted with the turmoil in my head regarding my wife, holding down a job as a contractor, divorce, children, selling the property.

Thank you for your support.