Down The Divorce Road

[markhaving probs]

M,

Thanks for looking in and I appeciate your kind words.

I always get clarity when I come here, it is so good to have this support.

You're right, she is out for herself, even to the point where she does not to give me enough money when we sell the house for a decent residence for me and the children.

She is gone and is not coming back. She is outwardly beautiful, very smart and comes from a rich family. But underneath it all, she isn't a nice person so I am better off without her. Trouble is, this is like a rollercoaster ride - one minute up, next minute down. I miss her and the children to bits.

When we went to court last week I could not even look at her, I could not believe after 15 years and two lovely children, she acts like we are strangers without any past. She would treat a stranger better, I didn't want to make eye contact as it would have been really difficult to look at her. The new slim, trendy woman standing there would have been too much to bear.