In my Darkness- I've come to believe that so much damage has been done to myself and my family...that W has character assassinated me to the nth degree and shows no remorse for any of her actions.
I know that some of this can change w/ time- but I do not believe that I can be w/ someone like this. I am forgiving, and I will love her unconditionally- BUT I don't see W coming back, and I sure as Hell will not be her friend after the D.
I just don't know if I can keep going w/ this only to be served by the cheating and lying party....
My conflict is that I do believe in M, and I do not believe in D...so hense the fence-sitting
