It really helps to have advice, and I thank you dearly for it.
Nothing I do for the children is ever acknowledged, but then I do not expect or should expect anything anyway. I know my actions seem to be based around acceptance and approval from my W, who I know does not give one jot on how I am or feel. I find it hard to shake this feeling off, but it is because I still love my W even after all the things she has said and done.
I do question myself when I am attacked in this way. I wonder whether I am doing the right thing or not. This is because my confidence is so shot to pieces I feel every little decision I have to make is a major issue, and I need somebody to help me make a decision on the smallest things.
I am told I am dealing with the issues very well under the circumstances, but I don't know if my friends are just being supportive. Again, I cannot seem to take what is said at face value.
Bomb dropped: 19/12/08 Me:48 WAW:41 D:10 S:6 Married: 15 years
