still separated, in limbo, still hopeful

[blownaway65]

NM you're right, booking flights and time away for YOU is huge, it's a really positive step and I'm sure you'll have a great time.

Next Goal, worry less what H thinks, another BIG step - detaching.

Just remember Actions speak louder than Words.

And you shouldn't regret anything you did during H's C scare, you do love him after all. Like Flow I think it's important that you can still show WAS that, even though you are GAL & don't NEED them, you still care about them.